Does my computer hate me or something? Srsly like I tried making a video, fuckin movie maker shuts down. Ok, probably saved all my shit. But fuck no and now the pictures look like garbage. Fuck you movie maker, fuck you computer, and you too dell. Garbage. Absolute trash. Why the hell did I decide on this bullshit excuse for a computer aka windows you piece of shit.
Does my computer hate me or something? Srsly like I tried making a video, fuckin movie maker shuts down. Ok, probably saved all my shit. But fuck no and now the pictures look like garbage. Fuck you movie maker, fuck you computer, and you too dell. Garbage. Absolute trash. Why the hell did I decide on this bullshit excuse for a computer aka windows you piece of shit.
If u noticed by the title (Vent) meaning a video with my feelings being let out. So yeah this is a suicidal/self-harm vent kinda warning.
So, recently I've tried to crawl out of depression for about a year. Having panic attacks, nightmares, ect. So yeah, sometimes I get memories brought up by certain places, it trigger flashbacks on my ex, nightmares and other bad shit... I just wanna tell the truth on what's been going on for a while now... The good news, is that I'm reaching out for help from a therapist and little by little I've been crawling out into the threshold of depression and feeling okay. So yeah that's where I've been. Something
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